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While walking to the bus stop for tuition this afternoon, saw this cat laid on the road, strecthed out. White in colour with a few black and grey patches here and there. Cars passed by but it laid there motionless. Ignoring the danger that overlooks it. Because it was dead.

Head smashed to bits. skull protruding out from the skin. intestines and internals spewed on the ground. flesh and blood still fresh. brains squashed.

Think i'm joking? too bad. no cam = no pic.

Guess life is very unpredictable ain't it? one moment you can be sitting in the car, waiting for the lights to turn, listening to the radio then WHAAMM! drunk lorry driver crashes into you. killing you INSTANTLY. Just an illustration.

As i looked at the cat, i felt totally hopeless. what would i do? what could i do, when faced with death? right now, i truely know that i'm soo not ready. Trying my best to overcome all. "For i know whom i have believed, and am persuaded that He is with me".

Right now, i need strength. But strengh is my weakness. and my weakness is my pain.



messing up.