fall, falling, fell.

Chiang Ling spoke for 'message from the heart' yesterday.
Great message.
Troubled me quite abit. What would the church be ten years from now? How will it be?
Made me think about my stand in my faith. Where is it that i am?
will the church deteriorate when we as youths step up to take over the church?

Next year will be a difficult year ahead. Many youths will be leaving to further their studies.
Many have already left. Are we going to be able to hold on? I would really want us to excel once again like we did before. There's just no 'drive', so they say.

Right now, im still slightly confused and irritated. Being tossed around in my own realm of thoughts. I dont know who or what to trust in anymore. I cant differentiate fantasy from reality.

All i wish now is that everything will return back to normal as it was. But i guess that'll never happen.

Desire for something can be exceptionally painful, difficult and stressful. especially when that something is practically impossible to acquire. Why then does a person keep on ignoring the odds and stay positive about it? What is it that drives them and inspires them to keep on keeping on? Would it be worth it? What will happen if you actually do get what you wish for? So many questions, so little answers.



How far is heaven?
Will dreams come true?